La Solitude

I have embraced Solitude
and she is my friend now.
We eat together,
we sleep together,
we go on walks together,
and we write poems together.
I need Solitude as one needs
their best friend.
But sometimes I want her to
just fucking go away.
I need her to let me be with others
because I want to have other friends
too.
She always tempts me
to be with her.
She calls my friends and tells them
that I am spending the weekend with her,
that I am going out with her
AND ONLY HER.
I love you, Solitude
but I need others
and sometimes
you hug me too hard and
I suffocate,
and I suffocate
until you tell me that
you are the only one who will
love me as much.

Please, Solitude,
leave me alone.

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